Every time I‘m about to give up, I pause for a moment/a second and try to imagine what would happen if I really gave up. {Mostly, I conclude that I’ll drop down to where I never want to be again.} Often that‘s the point where I stand back up and continue working on my goals, but sometimes I realize that the goal I had set is actually no longer the thing I really want to reach/achieve.
{} The sentence in the brackets is gramatically correct here, but it sounds a little strange to a native speaker! Some similar options could be:
- I mostly conclude that I'll drop back to the lowest point in my life, where I don't want to be again.
- I usually come to the conclusion that I'll return to the lowest point in my life, where I don't want to be again.