Diary not going out ,just staying in home I got up late this morning,cooked for
myself ,watched a video from my favourite Chinese journalist Chai Jing ,wrote
something about my thoughts about/on that video,and played games on my phone for nearly 5
hours. When I was playing phone games,I found my ability to win just went up and
down,which made me anxious and angry.I kept playing ,thinking,shouting
,regreting what I had done, and sighing. At 9 pm,I started to cook a very big
meal to comfort myself.I fried eggplants ,meats ,green peppers,light green peppers
red peppers and mixed them up. I boiled noodles and rice cakes and mixed them
up.I like to dip them in milk.but if I did that,I could not eat all my meal,so I
had to give it up. Then I fried 2 eggs ,mixed them with shallots . After that,I
ate them with satisfaction. I also boiled chicken for my cat.He is poor,he likes
eating prawns,but he is allergic to them.He also likes chicken but not that
much . I had dinner with my cat. Nowadays,when my mother is not here,I like to
have dinner with my cat .He is interested in what I eat.He likes to smell it
and licks his nose ,not eating it .He is polite,when he wants to eat,he would
eat them after these 2 actions,so I have time to remove the plate.But I do not
mind his tasting my milk. He has his own taste,only the most expensive milk
interests him.He is a gastronome .I am also a gastronome of milk,but I also like
other brands of milk.