A few days ago, I went to school to the exam. To my surprised, that school guard remembered me, too. He said greeted me asked, "Did you take a leave of absence from scool?" "No, I just requested some time off" I replied. "Maybe beacuse I haven't been to school for 2 months, which caused this misunderstanding". Honestly, talking with others brings me joy. No matter what we discuss, I aways smile. I felt enjoy interacting this way. However, I'm not an active person when it comes initiating conversationd - it's nearly impossible for me. Therefore, it's always others approach me first. 前两天去学校考试了。令我惊讶的是，那个保安还记得我，跟我打招呼了。他跟我说你不是休学了吗，我说不是，我只是请假了。可能是因为我有2个月没有来学校了所以让他产生这样的误会。说真的，和别人说话真快乐，无论说什么我都会面带笑容，我很开心，我享受这样。但是我却不是主动的人，几乎很难。所以基本都是别人跟我主动。 Encountering classmates or teachers at school makes even saying"Hi incredibly difficult", I don't know what holds me back or why I want me to aviod them. My heart fills with fear and anxiety, but when they greet me first, those feelings instantly vanish me, but when they greet me first, those feelings instantly vanish. Yet sometime after exchanging greetings, my mind keeps repeating:"This is so awkwad... so awkwad..." 在学校遇到同学，老师，连说声“Hi”都对我很困难，不知道是什么抓住了我，想让我远离他们，内心很恐惧害怕，但他们主动跟我打招呼的时候，内心的恐惧就消失了。但不知道为什么有时候有些人跟我打完招呼后，我的脑子一直在说“好尴尬，好尴尬，好尴尬”。 Yesterday morning while buying breakfast, I noticed someone who semmed to recognize me. I immeadiately averted my gaze, feeling uneasy throughout my mind. I kept thinking " Don't noticed me, don't noticed me...". I'm genuinely afraid of meeting acquaintances. Even when we're not really close - like that cafeteria worker I barely interacted with. My classmate did most of the talking when we worked together. I never even learned his names, though my classmate mentioned it several times. I don't want to remember someone's name on purpose. 昨天早上去买早餐，我发现了一个人，他好像注意到我了，我把视线远离他，浑身不自在，一直在想“不要注意我不要注意我”，所以我真的很害怕遇到认识的人。即使我不是真正的认识他，只是我们在学校食堂工作过，但是一直是我同学在和他说话，我几乎没有和他说过话，我连他的名字都不知道。我同学有几次告诉过他的名字给我，但我不想去刻意记住某人的名字。