when it comes to serious matter i am comfused!!

hello everybody as a french/arbic speaker i know and reconize that my english is very basic but at least i can express my self when i am with frends but the problem is that i am looking for a job and where i am english is very important cause everything works with english and i know my self i lose confidency when i am tested when i know that the person infront of me is focucing on my english!!!and at this time i could even say a word!!! this idea prevents me to find a job!!!i am realy upset

learing two language at the same time I love spanish language i find it very sweet and i am very interested in learning it,but the matter is that my english is not good and i am trying to improve it.There is a french proveb that says:« On ne peut pas courir deux lièvres à la fois » or we can't run after two rabbit at the same time..i am still hesitating between improving my english and then move to spanish or start learning spanish while improving my english!!!!!!!

one year of pain Like this day 28/09/2013 i lost the dearest person for me in the world ..my father.He was everything for me..the security..the happyness ..the book...the tenderness...and the iron wall that protected me ..after my father's death our house became very dark without soul and without color everything has changed after that horrible day.i cant realise that he is not here anymore when i used to ask him questions he used to say : "search by your self because you will never remember if i tell you, what we earn easly we loose easly" he was genius and i regret not learn from him more and more now him and his knowledge are under the ground...rest in peace papa i wish to meet you very soon i miss you

italki Since i started to use italki i felt an improvement in my language skills i like this site, it gives me the opportunity to know new people new cultures..till now all people i knew from italki are wonderful and recpectuful i regret to didn't know it before thank you italki

happiness Most people think that happiness is a feeling that comes from outside...i dont agree, for me happiness already exixts in every soul, all we need is to turn it on just by beeing optemist and thinking about the good things we have in our lives happyness is satisfaction so be thankful and satisfied to be happy