What does "swim dirty water" mean?
Listening "I'll Be Waiting", I came across the expression "I swam dirty water". Above all, I need to know if it's a common idiom in spoken English. Secondly, I would thank you if you could explain its meaning to me."I'll Be Waiting" by Adele;
Hold me closer one more time,
Say that you love me in your last goodbye,
Please forgive me for my sins,
Yes, I swam dirty waters,
But you pushed me in,
I've seen your face under every sky,
Over every border and on every line,
You know my heart more than I do,
We were the greatest, me and you,