This is a question I ask my students, Florian, so I’m glad to see it here.

I’m very afraid of looking like I don’t know what I’m doing, or of looking weak.

I have Astraphobia- the fear of thunder and lightning, I would scream every time I would hear lightning

Maybe it seems weird but I am afraid of existence in the next life after my life will be over. I don't like childhood and troubles which are related to this transition period. Not because it was harsh though my childhood was exactly that period when I wasn't able to resist circumstances. I wasn't allowed to follow my own preferences and it wore me down.

I like self-reliance and independence, I don't want to live again but some people would rather live after their deads.